THE CHURCH DOCTRINE WANTS ME DEAD!!

 
          Most times people go through dark lines, we know nothing of, at this point I am dumbfounded and I really cannot believe my ears listening to this woman’s story as she cried to me, lol, I may be lost because I literally have no clue of what to reply.
      She met me at a park sitting and waiting for the late coming uncle I booked an appointment with, she was looking really out of place, after she dropped her call, she asked me the church I attended, hmmm, I checked myself out to know where her question was coming from, the last time I checked I was well dressed. I am a Roman Catholic ma’am, she said I should tell her about my church doctrines, which I did so after I was done, she said have you ever heard of a church doctrine that allows you to die out of carelessness, I laughed because I really did not understand what she meant, and like who does that?.
            I got married to the most beautiful soul in the world and to someone who cannot hurt a fly and to a man who will never want to see me cry or get sad, our union was the talk of the singles, a dream to those who were still courting, I mean it was the best the part in my life at that point but now I realize that I overlooked things I should have considered a problem when I get into the real deal, we courted for almost a year, which is enough to know someone to an extent, lol, I was too in love to check other things that I will really not like to find myself in, yes I know the name of his church but I did not mind to learn more about the church doctrines beforehand.
           Lost my only child to malaria, lol, in my church according to the founders and members, we are not allowed to take drugs or even visit the hospital when you feel something is wrong with your body system, yes I thought it was a joke until my son died of this illness, it’s been five good years now and I have not taken in, I just get problems all over my body yet no treatment of any kind, my mother is tired of talking to me, my sisters, my entire family and my friends have tried talking me out of this marriage but because I love my husband so!! Much who loves his church more than any other thing in the world and I did not want to be an embarrassment to my mates and to the extended family, I felt like a mess.
         Last year I got pregnant and I was thinking that on a normal I was supposed to be pregnant for just nine months but it’s been thirteen months now and what my husband and the church keeps telling me is that I should have faith and be patient, I am in pains, I have not visited a doctor to at least check me entirely because I know a whole lot is wrong somewhere, God is not stupid to bring medical doctors into existence to help us out but all they say is, have faith, wow!! My elder brother had to secretly take me to the hospital and after series of tests, it was confirmed that it has not been a baby all this while, it is fibroid, I do not know how my husband got to hear about my way about, as I got home, i tried to explain to him what happened and what the doctor said we have to do about the situation, thinking that was going to soften his heart,  he slapped me, firstly for going to the hospital and he said that if I die because of this that it is God’s will and not of man, he still beat the hell out of me, I ran out of the house, just spoke with my lawyer because I am filing for a divorce not just because he said I am not getting any treatment but for also laying his hands on me.

          I am a pained mother and a wife and your church prefers me to die, my faith should heal me, yes i agree but have you not heard that heaven helps those who help themselves, are you joking with my life? I lost my SON!! For crying out loud, she continued, do you believe that in my church women do not go to the hospital for postnatal care when they are pregnant even when it is time for child birth they are asked to do it at home, no medications, nothing at all, lol, staring at her with pity, lost in my own thoughts, wondering the kind of emotional torture a church is causing her, a church of God should comfort you and not the otherwise.
       Tell me what you think about this, in the comment section and I did not mention the name of the church because I think that is the right thing to do, in order to accommodate everybody, your favorite girl NEME.